I have started my quest. Every day I work with my mind. I try to figure out what in my life I need to keep and what should go. I work my mind through possibilities. Consequences.
Some days something stays, other days something other. I haven’t figured it out jet. Not at all. The solutions are many.
I am prepared for this exercise of the mind to take quite a bit of time and I am not sure whether I ever will find a complete solution.
The first step is made, though. Last night I told my husband that our plans of having baby number three must halt. Maby not forever, but at least for now.
It is a relief. Now I need time to get my head above water.
